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loving the wrong person

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believing

Bad things keep happening over and over.
You stayed the same.
You have not changed.

I persist in believing the best in you.

My friends say I am stupid.

There is strength in believing.

waiting


You say it’s not the right timing to be together.
You say you needed more time to know am I the right one.
You say you are not ready to be committed yet.

I persist in waiting for you.

My friends say I am dumb.

There is strength in waiting.

tolerating 

 

You make jokes about me that I don’t find funny.

You shout at me when you are stressed.
You say horrible things to me when you are hurt.

I persist in tolerating you.

My friends say I am foolish.

There is strength in tolerating.

understanding

 

You say this was how your family treated you.
You say there was hurt from your past relationships.
You say these histories haunt you.

I persist in understanding you.

My friends say I am naive.

There is strength in understanding.

forgiving

 

You claim it won’t happen, again and again.
You say I shall forgive you.
You never say sorry.

I persist in forgiving you.

My friends say I am naive.

There is strength in forgiving.

strength

I persist in you.

There is strength in loving.

persist

 

I have persisted in loving the wrong person.
It should have been me.

There is strength in loving,
And now I will use the strength on me.

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